Ever Feel Like...

DiscoZombie

<div class="IPBDescription">you have no way to express yourself?</div> I just spent about three hours reading the LiveJournal of a complete stranger... I linked to it off of <a href='http://www.misinformer.com/' target='_blank'>this old site</a>, where I was reading an <a href='http://www.misinformer.com/archive/2001/01/15/' target='_blank'>old parody</a>...

anyway, the author of said parody's <a href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/rcaster1138/' target='_blank'>journal</a> is mysteriously engaging... he is, by my account, about 25 years old, and among other things, he writes about being in love with this girl he's chased after for months -- though it's pretty obvious to the outside world that she'll never be interested in him... I should be saying, "what a loser, 25 years old and swooning over getting kissed on the forehead," but instead, I find myself strangely jealous... there's a passion in his writing -- an earnestness I wish I myself could harness... he keeps me on the edge of my seat, even though I'm pretty sure I know where it's going... and it's not even fiction...

I don't know what I'm getting at, really -- I just often feel like I have a lot to express but don't know how. I'm just using this guy as an example -- he has so little to say, yet so much; and I wonder why I can't be like him. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone knows what I'm talking about -- whether anyone else feels or has ever felt stifled, as I so often do...

sorry for the incredibly vague, philosophical post. I'm a confused person <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif' /><!--endemo-->

antichrist

Well people express themselves best in only one way generally as I m rubbihs at writing down feelings (as well as anything like grammar <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif' /><!--endemo--> ). But when it comes to me speaking I am very good at expressing myself as I dont try ever to come of macho so maybe your the same?

Hope this makes sense <!--emo&???--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/confused.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='confused.gif' /><!--endemo-->

Svenpa

Draw what u feel. I do and i think it's a good way.

[WHO]Them

For me, it's a good conversation if I even manage to express half of what I'm trying to say.

st1fl3d ftl.

Mantrid

I usually just internalize everything. Sure, I'll have an ulcer to worry about in a few years, but at least its less to think about now.

DiscoZombie

<!--QuoteBegin-Mantrid+Jul 16 2004, 02:15 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Mantrid @ Jul 16 2004, 02:15 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> I usually just internalize everything. Sure, I'll have an ulcer to worry about in a few years, but at least its less to think about now. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
laff, yeah, that's what I'm worried about -- an ulcer or a mid-life crisis in 15 years...

7Bistromath

I know how you feel, but isn't it a little bit silly writing about how you have no way to express yourself? <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif' /><!--endemo-->