Omg... Gimme A Weapon.. And That Woman Would Be
<div class="IPBDescription">a goner.</div> GRRRR
***VENTING***
hey, you all know me as the emotionally distraught stupid moron who rides bikes!
well, me taking off from home... didnt work. got a new job. had to stay.
i shouldve started this new job monday, but due to theyre **** ups i didnt..
in december, the EBSH aka mother. wanted 100 a month for rent.. fair do's. i gave her 500 all together. so hold up that keeps me going till april right? WRONG.
she decided she wants more.. after we settled.. so now she is bitching me out about not paying the rent... when i have! and.. i did some electrical work... which she wouldve had to pay over 200 for... but i didnt make her pay mee now did i.
she is also saying.. i shouldnt have quit my old job b4 i took on a new one.. cos now im in a period with no money coming in.. and its like.. no.. i did do it right... its not my fault i didnt start this week its a clerical error. not my fault. but to the EBSH it is.
so now i owe her 250 a month cos basically.. she has decided it. for no reason.
she also says if i dont like it i can move out.. which is what im TRYING to do.. lol i was supposed to move in with my friends. kd and erica. the 2 who died in the last month. but no. that doesnt factor to this woman. i also lost my motorbike. so i couldnt even sell that. she asks why i left my old job anyway.. and apparently finding your fiancee cheated on you and took drugs.. and 2 of your best friends dying.. isnt enoguh!
and if you want to know what EBSH is... Evil female dog. somebody who sleeps around alot. x2.
lol meh its a nickname.. my sister left. and didnt give a forward address. wonder why?
***VENTING***
hey, you all know me as the emotionally distraught stupid moron who rides bikes!
well, me taking off from home... didnt work. got a new job. had to stay.
i shouldve started this new job monday, but due to theyre **** ups i didnt..
in december, the EBSH aka mother. wanted 100 a month for rent.. fair do's. i gave her 500 all together. so hold up that keeps me going till april right? WRONG.
she decided she wants more.. after we settled.. so now she is bitching me out about not paying the rent... when i have! and.. i did some electrical work... which she wouldve had to pay over 200 for... but i didnt make her pay mee now did i.
she is also saying.. i shouldnt have quit my old job b4 i took on a new one.. cos now im in a period with no money coming in.. and its like.. no.. i did do it right... its not my fault i didnt start this week its a clerical error. not my fault. but to the EBSH it is.
so now i owe her 250 a month cos basically.. she has decided it. for no reason.
she also says if i dont like it i can move out.. which is what im TRYING to do.. lol i was supposed to move in with my friends. kd and erica. the 2 who died in the last month. but no. that doesnt factor to this woman. i also lost my motorbike. so i couldnt even sell that. she asks why i left my old job anyway.. and apparently finding your fiancee cheated on you and took drugs.. and 2 of your best friends dying.. isnt enoguh!
and if you want to know what EBSH is... Evil female dog. somebody who sleeps around alot. x2.
lol meh its a nickname.. my sister left. and didnt give a forward address. wonder why?
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its just me ranting about a situation which is unfair.
im 18 and she started charging rent when i left education.. its not unfair of her to ask.. its unfai that she agreed a price i paid it in advances for xmas... and then she changes it cos they are a lil tight right now...
Sorry to hear about the loss of your 2 friends too. :(
lol now i remember why i played ns ,... it calmed me down.
well... 3 things to update u with
1, im not so angry anymore.. she is still a eeeevil woman! but meh.. such is life.
2, my friends dying sucked. not only cos i lost them but cos i lsot my new place to stay.
3, i did however find out i am allowed a trust fund.. which was setup by my moms dad when i was born.. so like. yeah.. its only £1000 but its 1 g more then i have right now. and will shut her up for a bit.. possibly even enough to move out on..
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Guess im lucky with my parents; I have to pay about ?250 a month but last year when I lost my job they didn't worry my about the rent while I was changing jobs they even my standing orders for me <!--emo&???--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/confused.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='confused.gif' /><!--endemo-->
Still gotta pay em back of course but it was nice of them to help me out.
Seriously though i'm truly sorry about your friends. Doesn't your Dad help you or anything? Also have you even tryed contacting your sister, you could stay with her if she is a good sister *Unless you want to stay with me that is.* Breaking up with your fiancee may at first seem bad but her doing drugs wouldn't help the situation one bit and frankly you could do alot better so good luck on your love life.
*Doubt you'll need luck for the love life though <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif' /><!--endemo--> *
V-Man you really shouldnt ask something like that, it really doesnt help.
Seriously though i'm truly sorry about your friends. Doesn't your Dad help you or anything? Also have you even tryed contacting your sister, you could stay with her if she is a good sister *Unless you want to stay with me that is.* Breaking up with your fiancee may at first seem bad but her doing drugs wouldn't help the situation one bit and frankly you could do alot better so good luck on your love life.
*Doubt you'll need luck for the love life though <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif' /><!--endemo--> *
V-Man you really shouldnt ask something like that, it really doesnt help. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
It sometimes helps to talk tho..
Seriously though i'm truly sorry about your friends. Doesn't your Dad help you or anything? Also have you even tryed contacting your sister, you could stay with her if she is a good sister *Unless you want to stay with me that is.* Breaking up with your fiancee may at first seem bad but her doing drugs wouldn't help the situation one bit and frankly you could do alot better so good luck on your love life.
*Doubt you'll need luck for the love life though <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif' /><!--endemo--> *
V-Man you really shouldnt ask something like that, it really doesnt help. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
It sometimes helps to talk tho.. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
ive said b4, but yeah i know breaking u with my fiancee was good... in a way it all worked out well a girl wh o has been a best friend.. has now stepped up as girlfriend <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo--> sot hats a +
and yeah i can talk about it..
my friends KD (fred) and Erica both bikers. part of a 'team' we would jsut muckaround and do stunts.. there were to more dave and paul. they moved to canada to study overseas when they were 17. so they left. leaving 3 of us.
down by the flyover near otford, a truck pulled out... a lorry basically.. kd slammed brakes erica went flyin cos the bike turned sideways as it slid abit.. she went off and hit truck.. died then and there. kd's bike was mashed abit.. cos he damaged the belly of it so he asked to take my baby, he only bought it for me a few weeks prior... for around ?800 i was gonna pay him back in installments... it was a yamaha 2002 R1 (yzf) and damn, 1000 cc's of power. but yeah he told me he needed to blow of steam.. thats what a bike does.. calms you down ... so i saidhell yeah.. he put it into a wall at 140 mph. according to the auto thingy.. he wanted to go the same wat erica did i feel.
so yeah i felt/feel very guilty about that.
this tatoo i had done 2 days after it happened... Eternal Faith. its a state of mind. you let things knock you down. but you get up. you gotta have faith that everything works out. also
<img src='http://www.btinternet.com/~stephbow/tat2.jpg' border='0' alt='user posted image' />
Erica.
Fred.
so yeah.. thats that.. and ill pass on the offer 343 imm too man for you <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo-->
thx for letting me moan guys (and girls it would appear)
take it easy
dont keep anger boiled up for ages....
Can lead to, things that arent very nice.
Also if you want to vent your anger even more, Try Squash
You hit a ball as hard as you can against a wall
What other way is there?
First off, theres one thing about you that still just...totally makes me think of you as great. You seem like a older version of me- extreme faith, known for maturity and intelligence, and sometimes just has to vent, because so many things turn out unfairly.
Frankly, I'd like to commend you. I know what its like to lose friends, and it hurts. I'm surprised you didn't go backpacking- sounded...well, almost fun. Also, having a unfair ma- I've got that same problem myself.
And frankly, I've got no advice. I'd just like to say: Good job in life so far. You've kept yourself out of anything illegal, and are trying to lead a straight and clean life. If anything I'd say your a good role model, especially for someone like me. Good job man- you rock.
BTW- could you get a copy of that Tatoo on data for me? I think I may get a T-Shirt design of that, and maybe get the tatoo myself(I've been a believe in eternal faith for a long time- only thing that gets me through the day).
well aren't we modest.
and no.. its my mom guys... we dont do contrats over this stuff..
First off, theres one thing about you that still just...totally makes me think of you as great. You seem like a older version of me- extreme faith, known for maturity and intelligence, and sometimes just has to vent, because so many things turn out unfairly.
Frankly, I'd like to commend you. I know what its like to lose friends, and it hurts. I'm surprised you didn't go backpacking- sounded...well, almost fun. Also, having a unfair ma- I've got that same problem myself.
And frankly, I've got no advice. I'd just like to say: Good job in life so far. You've kept yourself out of anything illegal, and are trying to lead a straight and clean life. If anything I'd say your a good role model, especially for someone like me. Good job man- you rock.
BTW- could you get a copy of that Tatoo on data for me? I think I may get a T-Shirt design of that, and maybe get the tatoo myself(I've been a believe in eternal faith for a long time- only thing that gets me through the day). <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
thx buddy <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html//emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo-->
one thing, im not totally free and clean.. i do have an assault charge. i got it when i was 13.. as in underage to prosecute.. it should dissapear in 5 years cos it isnt a conviction.. just there..as a black mark..
it was for a stupid act.. i lost 3 knuckles too. so it kinda works out.
but never touched drugs.. i think im like the only 18 y/o around here who hasnt tried at least a puff *i say here meaning my area*
i can attempt to get the picture back.. i left it at the tatoo place.. but i drew it by hand..
its just a cross with some shading.. the arrow heads were directions. as in.. choices..like.. you can go anywhere.. that kinda thing..
well aren't we modest. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
Notice I said "Known for", as in, many have called me thus.
And Moq, thanks, please try to if possible, I like it.
My rap sheet isn't clean either- I'm known as a bully because I don't take BS from people, not to mention the school thinks of me as "Too smart for my own good" just because I am the only person still in school seeing how the superintendant of our district is screwing everyone over(no one should have a house thats worth 4 million dollars in the education section of the government)
Best of luck to you in your future